Hymn for a diary 歌詞

In the bluest moment I've been lying in my bed
I'm all alone, thinking about you
When I find myself so stupid lying in the sun
Blaming it on me, and I can't move on
Tell me what to do when I'm bored, I'm just killing time
Going back and forth, trying to find the meaning

So when I need you, will you be there, oh I don't know
So when I want you, will you be mine, oh I don't know

It was just a dream I realize, It was horrifying
It's a waste of time, just thinking about you
Now I'm trying to go out of bedroom, but it's kind of tough
I just can't stand up, hard to take a step

Come to think of it, I've got no plans, through the rest of day
Guess I should have found, What I can do right now

So when I need you, will you be there, oh I don't know
So when I want you, will you be mine, oh I don't know

When I'm down, take me home
It's the way that I can take care of my mind
When I'm down, take me home
It's the way that I can take care of my mind

So when I need you, will you be there, oh I don't know
So when I want you, will you be mine, oh I don't know
So when I need you, will you be there, oh I don't know
So when I want you, will you be mine, oh I don't know